archangel66

PEOPLE SHOULD KEEP STUFF TO THEMSELVES IF IT DOESNT CONCERNS THEM!AND STOP BEING SUCH A HYPOCRYTE!!

2010-03-03T09:46:50Z

hmm...life has been sooo hard lately...
too much things to do..to much problems to solve...

lately, i found out that people, my classmates have been talking behind my back.
i dont know if i did something wrong that perhaps couldve triggered this, but i dont think i did.
we had a competition a few weeks back, and its compulsory for everyone to enter. i know i'm not the smartest person in the class, but that doesnt mean i never do any work.

for the competition, we were in pairs, and i had a different thing to do than my partner. so, just to get more info, i got my partner to ask her close friends how theyre doing their part.but since my partner ask, the conclusion they jumped to was that i let my partner do everything, including my part, and i sat there, shaking my legs, doing nothing. when what they didnt know was that i was at the library with my partners till the library closed at night. i even got verbally sexually harassed on my way back home from the library one night!

and worse, this talking behind my back thing spreads to other people who dont even associate with me much!
i mean, who are u to say that, when u dont even know me that well, and u dont even talk to me that much.

recently the result for the competition was released, and eventhough we lost our first round of the case which we presented and the competition itself, apparently, our marks were high enough to enable us to get top four, and thus, go through to the semifinals.

and guess what??people are not happy that we got through!!
there are some of our friends who are genuinely happy for us, in fact theyre even happier than i am that i got through. but those people who talks behind my back, its so obvious that theyre not happy. i mean, i understand, theyre the bright/smart students of the class. but yet, they got a beaten by me and my partner, the not bright at all girl,and her partner, the average girl, and got a ranking lower than us, when at the first round, they won the case, and the competition, and some even got the best oralist title.

why cant people just keep to themselves and be just be happy at another person's luck??shouldnt u be happy that ure friend manage to get through to the semi finals???and theyre so nice to me, when face to face, as if they never did say anything bout me.why be such hypocrytes???

and these are only part of my never ending problems...

ranting...ranting...ranting...i'd just have to deal with it rite??

pardon the ranting, i had a midterm test this morning, and i havent slept since yesterday. everything just builds up and needed to be let go.

archangel66 @ 2010-02-23T15:13:00

2010-02-23T07:14:16Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAMENASHI KAZUYA!!!

archangel66 @ 2009-12-15T11:30:00

2009-12-15T03:30:36Z

*THE JE MEME! :D (By theproudpenguin)*
*The favorites (only one answer for each question)::*
Who's your favorite idol in the Johnny's Entertainment?	Kame
Your favorite group?	KAT-TUN
Your favorite dorama with JE idols in it?	Tata Hitotsu no Koi
Your favorite pairing (or trio)? (i.e. akame, tegomass, ryopi, etc)	Akame/Akamepi(love both pairings very2 much)
Your favorite show in which a JE band is the host?	CTKT
Your favorite song? (tough one, I know)	Wilds of My Heart
Your favorite DVD? (i.e. Kat-Tun's Real Face Tour, NEWS' Never Ending Wonderful Story, Kanjani8's Spirits, etc.)	KAT-TUN's LIVE TOUR 2008 Queen of Pirates
*Other (only one answer;you can explain your answer) ::*
The JE idol you want to meet the most?	KAmenashi Kazuya!!!
Who's the sexiest?	Akanishi Jin
Who's the cutest?	Ueda Tatsuya
The one you know you will have a good conversation with? (or the one you seem to have the most in common)	Koki(coz he looks like he can help me relax and make me talk)
The one that is making you laugh the most?	Taguchi
The one you want to see crying?	Kamenashi Kazuya(he's very sweet and interesting when crying)
The one you won't go "akjosngodg.sgtj^c" if you ever see him on the street?	Maru
The one you will do anything just to shake his hand or take a picture with?	Kame!!
The group you have the more pictures on your computer?	KAT-TUN
Your best memory of a Shounen Club episode? (i.e. Shige stripping, NewS abake, Romantic skit w/ Kat-Tun and Kanjani8, etc.)	Yellow Helmet of Happiness
You really want to be __s' sister.	Ueda
The group that have the best member ai?	NewS
The band who's closer to their fans?	NewS
Which JE idol have the greatest clothing taste?	Kame
The boy you want to see in an An An photoshoot? (or any sexy photoshoot)	Kame
*Your reactions?*
If you were in a restaurant, and Shige and Koyama show up, your first reaction is __	Kyaaa!!!koyama!!!(totally ignore shige)
Your first travel to Japan and you're all excited! As you look at the other side of the street, you see Yamapi and Jin looking cool and anonymous. Your first reaction is__	eeehhh??jin??pi???i want!!
You've read on Internet that your favorite group may come to your country for a photoshoot soon. You__	try my very best to be there and cry and be all depressed if i cant.
There is it! The pairing you've been shipping for like forever has finally come out, and it's all over the Internet! Your first reaction is ___	ooo...they're really together ne~~~grins happily
You're still in Japan and you're walking on the street, just having fun by yourself. Then you bump into someone and fall on the ground. As you look up, you see that it's the one and only Kamenashi. Your first reaction__	faint perhaps...
Your trip is over, and you have to come back to your country. As you're heading to your seat on the plane, you see Kamenashi and Yamapi sitting right next to your seat. Your first reaction_	OMG!!wat did i do 2 deserve this??Pi and Kame sitting right next to me!!!and try to get to know them..
*TOP 5! (1 being your favorite, 5 your least favorite)*
*Top 5 Groups!*
1:	KAT-TUN
2:	NewS
3:	Arashi
4:	Hey Say Jump!
5:	Kanjani8
*Top 5 Idols!*
1:	Kame
2:	Jin
3:	Pi
4:	Koki
5:	Ueda
Top 5 Songs!
1:	Wilds of My Heart
2:	Lips
3:	Crazy Love
4:	Ai Nante
5:	Le Ciel
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

archangel66 @ 2009-12-08T15:21:00

2009-12-08T07:21:37Z

OH MY!!
i never realised this, but i today i found out that i am one very angsty girl.girl??huhu...
i just have too much anger in myself, it makes me tremble and cry.
the thing is, when i feel it, it doenst matter where i am, i'll just cry, and its embarrassing to cry in front of people.

today, i found something out, that made my blood boil, and i feel as if i'm about to erupt like a volcano.
then, my sister suddenly call me crazy, i dont even know why, bcoz i told her i dont have the picture of the cellphones that i told her about, eventhough i already told her that i have nothing to do with the selling of the cellphones. it just make me more frustrated that tears just started to fall.
why the hell??

angst..angst..i dont like angst..be it in the fanfics that i always read, or in my ownself.
so angst, please go away, and let me live my life in peace.

and, please stop being a hypocryte. i hate those. it hurts when the truth is finally out, and i dont wanna look at you negatively when at first i already have a very good opinion of u.

archangel66 @ 2009-11-19T17:12:00

2009-11-19T09:12:47Z

i think i've read somewhere, online, that jin had some problems with drug abuse.
i think that was quite some time ago, if i'm not mistaken.
however, i just saw an article about it in a local mag just now, earlier today.
isnt that a bit too late??

archangel66 @ 2009-11-18T17:20:00

2009-11-18T09:20:12Z

I'm angry...
I'm annoyed...
I'm irritated...
I'm doing my practical now, and i have a girl from the same class, doing her practical together.
i dont know what happened, or if i did something wrong to her, but yesterday, she didnt talk to me at all.
even at lunch, she went to the pantry to eat, without even asking me to join her.
fine... i'm very egoistic, so i decided to skip lunch.
till the end of the day, she didnt say a word to her.

we are supposed to go to a dinner function on friday nite, together with our boss.
we are to go to the boss' hse, and follow her to the venue.
this friend of mine suddenly changes her mind and decided not to go.
which means that i would have to go the venue with my boss alone.
and i'm not sure how i am supposed to address the matter with my boss.

i dont really talk much with my boss.
i always keep to my self, unlike my friend.
so, that night, i'll be alone, with a bunch of office ladies, whom i am not that close to.
i can imagine how awkward that night will be for me.
why cant she just stick to her initial plan?
or at least, inform me earlier, not just 2 days before the actual event.

and one of the office mate is not talking to me and i think its coz i forgot to msg her during the weekends.(she wanted to sell some stuff to my sister,shes doing direct selling, and my sis is just not interested)now, she's not talking to me.

OMG!!is it really hard to just live life peacefully?
with no problems???
regardless whether its big or small??

WHY??

2009-11-18T08:52:27Z

i'm just wondering, why cant i write what i feel..
i know there are many ways to express yourself..
some people pour their heart out to their friends, some sing, some dance and some write.

i am not that type that can tell people of what's bothering me.
maybe i'll tell if its just a small problem, but i wont be able to do so when it comes to the things which are bothering me the most.

i'd like to be able to write what i feel..
express myself that way.
cuz right now, i'm feeling down, mad and depressed.

(photo credit to the owner)

i'm envious of those people who write in their blogs bout whats happening in their lives, but i cant.
i'll be thinking, "why would anyone be interested in reading what happened in my life?"
although i like to read bout what goes around in people's life, what they write.
hell, i just finished reading a blog, right from the very first post.
and she posted LOADS of entries...

i need to strive more to be able to write..

archangel66 @ 2009-09-08T15:59:00

2009-09-08T08:04:22Z

i'm not new to LJ, but i'm new to posting things..
i'll take this as a place to voice out my thoughts, my feelings, be it happiness, frustration or anger.
and i'm a very opinionated and angsty person...
so, bear with me..:p